Don't you hate it when you have prior commitments then something so much better comes up? Because at the moment, I'm absolutely hating it. With a passion.
Currently in love with Angus & Julia Stone and Lady of the Sunshine. I know they are basically the same, but I just love each single song of the new albums.
It's beginning to feel like winter. I've been looking forward to this for so long and now that it's here, I'm not too sure if I like it. I mean, don't get me wrong, I LOVE being warm in my bed, wearing trackies and hoodies, drinking hot chocolate to warm me from the insides, sitting in front of a heater, extremely hot showers and going to the snow BUT it's all come to quickly. I feel like I've missed out on autumn and that's my favourite season. It's beginning to get to me. I'm in a 'I don't care about anything mood' and I think it's only because I'm tired and I don't like it. I want to care. But I lack the motivation. Someone in class today described depression as 'having a lack of motivation', so does that mean I'm depressed? Does that mean majority of people are depressed because I feel that most people will have a time in their life where they can't be motivated to do something.
Please don't forget me.. I want to be remember. I want to make a change but I need to know what that change will be. I want to make an impact. I want to be the impact. I refuse to be quiet and let people walk all over me. I refuse to be scared. I refuse to be sad. I refuse to conform.
Everything will slowly come together. Everything will fall into place.
